I wasn't in the best of moods today in school. Because of the whole situation yesterday and plus other things as well, things I'm not sure if I should hold on to. I'm really sorry if my mood was really bad today. I've been a total bitch about everything, and everyone. Sorry, really am. But I've been thinking, by letting you go, I'm acutally holding onto you more. And like Kwan's nick, It's the way he makes you fall in love. How true is that, indeed, how true. How I wish that someone would understand how I feel, I need bestest, happy pill and twin, now.

My heart is yours to break or bury,
But which would you choose ?
Maybe you have choosen both.